there is not much for today… i’ve been doing my usual and routinary activities…everyday, it would be nice and lucky enough if i got to finish one task…been bored lately… i don’t know why… it’s just that learning suddenly stop…excitement was gone… motivation is not that high… i even beg for someone to motivate me or crack a joke just to keep me moving… i was trying not to think of it… divert my attention to some interesting stuff thinking that i would lead me to work hard… to think and think more… but sometimes it hurts…as of now, i have no luck… i’ve been complaining to myself why had i become wasted that well in-fact this would be the right time for to show-off and let them know that i had done something nice and good… but unfortunately myself betray me…even now i’m battling with my own shadow… who will win that i don’t know…