
tomorrow is a big day for me and for my colleagues… tomorrow will gonna an enjoyable one… because tomorrow is the start of our 3 days Company Outing!!!! and what makes it good was, we will be having it at Dos Palmas, Palawan! yeheyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyosh! hehehehehe

everyone were excited because most, including me, will be our first time to step on the island of Palawan…and a big group of other employees wants to have long rest from their tiring work… well it was actually a good timing… because everybody were so tired and burn out form their own respective job… they need some time to rest, to relax and to have little fun…and Palawan is the right place to be…
everyone was hoping that tomorrow will be a fine day so as not to spoil the fun and excitement… well i’ll pray for that.. ehehehe and as for me… well i guess i had bought the things i need… and the last i need to do is to pack them all up tonight… and sleep early(if possible) because we are on an early flight… good luck tomorrow and hope that everything is fine…especially the weather…
even if old memory torments me now
im sure to get over it someday
on the railway without wind
the beuatiful sky in May is blue and lonely
the scattered clouds don’t move just floating in the sky forever
like me who can’t come back anymore anywhere
then the wind is whispering to me
and suddenly i shed tears
i can’t still grasp the dream
i pictured with you
standing by my side
you gave me a simple smile
that keeps me strong
to open softly and warmly
and fly above the blue skies



when working at home i got my pc and a coffee….it feels good to work with a cup of coffee while listening to your favorite songs that inspires you(right now it’s kobukuro)..

Dear God, no, do not let them know this, do not let them know the great accumultion of all of this, this agony and joy, this misery, this solace, this reaching, this gouging pain, this…
i knelt in the sand, i started to cry. Dear God i cannot… but i will. I will.
i sobbed aloud. i collapsed weeping. i am one of them! and i am your son! i am your only begotten son! and driven here by your spirit, i cry because i cannot do anything but grasp it, grasp it as i cannot contain it in this flesh-and-blood mind, and by your leave I cry.
i cried. i cried and i cried. Lord give me this little while that i may cry, for i’ve heard that tears accomplished much… Alone? You said you wanted to be alone? you wanted this, to be alone? You wanted this silence. Don’t you understand the temptation now of being alone? you are alone. well, you are absolutely alone because you are the only One who ca do this!
i’d always knew known who i really was. and i’d chosen not to know it.

