きもちJune 7, 2008 2:59 pm
my beloved, you were set apart for me from the beginning of the world.
my heart filled with pain; it was washed in pain.
farewell, my blessed darling.
i let the grief come. i let it run through my veins. it was not grief for her, but for the absence of her forever, the absence of that intimacy, the anbsence of that one beating heart that could have been so very close.i let myself know it in the absence, and then i kissed her with all my heart, and i let this go.
